Voicing 20.08.2023

 Coward

My spouse said that word in an argument. It's like stuck in the mind, as it is the truth. These days I have been like that. Avoiding discussions, asiding talks. I don't want to move to new places, I don't want to get transferred, I don't want change. I am scared of meeting new people, new places, doing new tasks. 

From my childhood it's the same. I don't talk much, I don't like meeting new people. That's why I don't have anyone to share these feelings, so I am writing down these things, instead of taking to someone.

I know for sure that God has blessed me with many things in life for which I have been very ungreatful. This sadness will only go when I help others with what I have.